Today’s Real Mental post
Posted in bipolar, links, memory, mom, photos, real mental on April 14, 2008 | 5 Comments »
Today’s post, Try, try again is up at Real Mental. Here’s the photograph that started the rumination:
Posted in bipolar, links, memory, mom, photos, real mental on April 14, 2008 | 5 Comments »
Today’s post, Try, try again is up at Real Mental. Here’s the photograph that started the rumination:
Posted in bipolar, crank, links, medicine, meds, mom, real mental on April 7, 2008 | No Comments »
“That telltale lump in the throat” is up at RealMental.
Posted in bipolar, mom, real mental on March 31, 2008 | No Comments »
This week’s post, “Sore Spot,” is up at RealMental.
Posted in Deep Thoughts, good things, links, memory, mom on March 20, 2008 | 15 Comments »
Today is Maundy Thursday, the day on which Jesus’ Last Supper falls. I am still struggling with my literal faith versus my belief in the metaphors, my support of the scripture if not the institutions, but one of the best parts of Easter, for me, is what happens before the Last Supper. As [...]
Posted in bipolar, meds, mom on March 11, 2008 | 23 Comments »
I discontinued my Effexor Friday and started my (hopefully final) 1500 mg. level of lithium dosing. No nausea side effects, but like clockwork I’ve started feeling weepy and volatile and shaky. Yesterday it was arguing with the transportation chief, the inpatient social worker, and finally, the head of social services at the hospital [...]
Posted in bipolar, meds, mom on March 9, 2008 | 9 Comments »
My mom is out of the hospital and home again, starting a partial-hospitalization program three days a week at the same facility. She’s not 100%, not even 90%, but she knew today to call maintenance because the toilet was overflowing. She’s still grandiose, her insight is still impaired, but Brother put the fear of Boston [...]
Posted in bipolar, crank, lawyer, medicine, meds, mom on March 7, 2008 | 14 Comments »
The sound of one lawyer, raging, is the tippity-typety of my fingers taking out my ire at incompetent social workers and inadequate mental health hospitals by documenting their idiocy and planning a complaint to the state licensing board.
It is also the sound of fingers quickly dialing telephone numbers, and leaving messages that start off like [...]
Posted in bipolar, links, meds, mom, real mental on March 3, 2008 | 7 Comments »
This week’s post, “Dear Mom,” is up. This is for all the caretakers out there.
Posted in bipolar, links, mom, real mental on February 25, 2008 | 5 Comments »
This week’s post, Daughter Knows Best?, is up at RealMental. There are some other great posts up there, including a meditation on having a great partner, and on the hard work and relief of making a breakthrough in getting over things that hold us back. Please check them out.
Posted in Deep Thoughts, bipolar, dad, links, memory, mom on January 21, 2008 | 13 Comments »
NYJLM had a post about what an impact the fear of being told “no” can have, and it was something that really resonated with me. I lived much of my childhood trying to be good enough, smart enough, quiet enough, helpful enough that my parents would give me praise, and recognize that their fighting [...]